SBC
Humble Servant of All
I'm in need of prayer. I hurt inside/out. I'm embarrassed and tired. My life is a mess and I'm questioning God "Why?" My husband has PTSD and left 5 months ago. I have 4 boys, 3 with a marijuana problem with no desires of working or attending school. I live with my parents. It really hurts to be there and feel unwanted. Yet, I can't afford my own place. So yesterday I reached a very low place of not only being rejected by my extended family but by my husband who also has a substance problem. I hurt so much seeing my loved ones with addiction and divided. I'm unsure of what God wants from me. Please pray for me. Pray for their salvation. Pray for me. I need guidance and strength to endure this. I thought they knew the Lord. My kids grew up in church.