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Here I am once again. So much is going wrong and I just don't understand why. All I know is that it all requires prayer. I've been praying so much. I know they say that God may not come when you want Him, but he'll be there right on time. I need him to show up soon. One of the most stressful situtations for me right now is that I have pretty much been evicted from my apartment. This is my last semester in college and I nowhere to say. They are giving me until Tuesday to get my stuff out or they've threatened to throw it all away. I have prayed and prayed about this. Lord, please go into their hearts and help them to understand my situation. I need my apartment, I really do. Another situation is very stressful and it hurts beyond any pain I have ever felt in my life. There is this boy who I have been completely in love with for as long as I can remember. At first it took him a while to get me to open up to him, but when I fianlly did, he had me. I love him so much. But about a month ago he did something that heart me down to my soul and I havent' talked to him since. I've talked to the Lord about this several times. I finally broke down and typed him a message and sent it to him. His reply was two littles sentences and the last one didn't even make sense. I'm to the point now, where I truley feel like he doesn't care about me. He was my first love and I still love him even after the fact. I feel like since he's come up and is doing a little better in life now that he thinks that he's too good for me, and that hurts so bad. Not only am I requesting prayer for our friendship, I'm requesting prayer for him. He seems to break the hearts of a lot of females and I hate that I had to be one. He is such a beautiful person and I love him dearly. I just pray that we can get back to the way we were, because I really don't like the person that he's become. These are my prayer requests and I ask that you please pray for me. PLEASE!!!!