bronson38
Beloved of All
Lord help me out today I'm feeling really depressed and lonely like I don't exist to anyone anymore. Please help me get through this day. Needing prayers and feeling lost. My roommate and I need money to pay our bills, my phone got shut off and who knows what's next. There are people rubbing stuff in my face half the time, downing me cause my life is not good like theirs is. One of my best friends who is now in heaven was mainly the only friend that would cheer me up when I was down. Thinking about him every day hurts and how much I love him. My heart is hurting so bad! My mind is twisted and I can't think clearly. My friends are disappearing into thin air, my family doesn't even try to help or at least communicate, my ex is more distant when I need him right now for comfort and he's not even the same person he used to be anymore. I just don't understand if I'm the one doing anything wrong for the way they are acting. Please Lord I just want everything to go better than this. I'm sorry if I done anything to hurt anyone's feelings in the past or make mistakes, wrong decisions and praying God can make my crooked ways straight. I cannot correct anything I've done wrong for I am not perfect. Lord show me a sign that I am going down the right path or not.
