lord i dont understand why things have gone the way they have, i ask that you guide me in the way that i should go, im lost lord and cant hear you anymore,,i feel im standing for nothing, no reason, and as long as i stand and keep hopeing i dont heal,, im stuck in limbo and dont want to keep feeling like this.. i want to move on in the proccess of healing, im waiting, hopeing, standing, and trying to do what i think is your will , when i dont even know what your will is anymore.. i feel you have abandoned me , i thought you were sending me in this direction but i dont even know what is the right path anymore,,you have shut the door to reconciliation and locked it..please show me the truth and help me to walk in it.. bring your will to pass in our lives,, lord i have been asking you to bring your will to pass and things have gotten so dark,,is this your will?please show me the answer and guide me,,lord i want to run away from this heartache and i am trying so hard to do the right thing and feel i am not getting any help from you ..just silence, where are you god?