Lord God I need Your Divine presence

[Guest]

Dear Jesus,

I am really writing this with heavy heart God. I am not the Almighty who knows everything and is in everything. God I have prayed to You for my love starting from five years back. God I prayed to You like anything. God I was ready to give anything for my love to come back to me. God You gave him back. God my love was true God. It was like the love a mom has for her kid. It was a love that You gave me. I never thought You will end this relationship like this. He is not even bothered about me. God if You are the source of everything why have You made me love in the first point. You know I have only thought about him all these days. God You have saved so many people's love and got them back.. Why have You let this love like this. God I believed that he loved me truely. I was deceived God. Why have You both deceived me. I am helpless gal. What will You get God by this. God if You wanted to teach me something in this, You could have chosen someother way right. I have loved him so much God. You know that very well right.

You have come to this earth to preach love God. But then why have You put me to shame.

God You told people that who ever believes in You will not be put to shame. But I am ashamed now. I had faith in You. I have prayed as much as possible to You, God. I don't know what I should do more than this. How should I be? He has told his mom that he will marry the gal whom she shows. God what shall I do now. Even though I say every body that I am going to forget him in the corner of my heart I feel I have prayed to Jesus know He will save this some how. I am really feeling bad God.

God You know me very well that I will be the one who suffers too much if this relation breaks. Still You gave me. You could have saved me know God. Why is this? God please let me know. I have so many questions within me. I am not able to sleep. God what ever it is I am not able to hate him. Still I love him... Jesus love You... Jesus give me a place in Your lap I want to lie down. I dont know what to do in life. I am thinking only about this.

 

[K-J]

Father, I pray that You would give this guest a time of peace and rest in Your loving care. I pray You can open their spiritual eyes to the truth of Your Word that tells us that You are always with us, and that You will work all things together for the good of those who love You. Help us God to lay down our expectations and demands of how the situations and journies of our life should play out. You are the Creator, the official play caller, and I pray we never question Your ways or timing. You are always on time with exactly the right answer. Please bring healing and understanding to this guest, grant them a vision of what Your plan is in their life. I pray that their faith would only increase and be reinforced by the blessings and changes they see take place because of Your faithfulness. I pray for peace and forgiveness, gentleness of spirit and true trust. In the name of Jesus, thank You for sheltering this guest in their time of trial. Amen.