Sweetangel
Account Closed
Lord first today I want to thank you for a wonderful birthday yesterday and for all my family and friends for the birthday wishes and especially my honey. Things are getting better and better and I thank you for that. You know of the problem we are having and we've talked about it but it never really was fixed well he sat down with me and we talked about it and we were able to settle this problem. Lord I come to you today to also ask you to continue to answer my prayers. There is only one more thing that I need help with and it's the most important. I understand his words he is having trouble having faith in you. He says he just can't believe because he can't remember a time of anything good from having faith. From what I understand from his words. Make him see that I am God sent to him. I think he didn't realize that because he was upset when we were discussing it. I believe he just can't see what is truly in front of him. He is so thankful for me and he loves me so much and he takes such good care of me. I understand how he feels and I'm trying to teach him not to see negative etc from my experiences in life. He is having such a hard time and it all stems from our jobs. Please Lord put an end to all this caos and help us to have better jobs soon. I try to make him see how you work things out. I tried to show him that the reason he is here with me is because of you he keeps thinking I mean its a miracle he is alive from his accident which is true but basically he is not seeing the whole picture like always. He says he doesn't know how to cope with life without the alcohol. He will be 2 yrs sober March 23rd and its still been so hard for him. Not the alcohol he can be around it and not drink but just dealing and learning to cope with life is still so hard. Please make all this work out so he will see your work and bring him to you and let him find faith. I believe as well that you brought us together so he can learn from my faith and my soul. Lord I don't know how else to ask for what I need but you already know my heart's desires and our needs. I am so blessed to have all your blessings and all my answered prayers. Please bless everyone on this site and help them through thier troubled times. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen
