GEEK5TER
Servant of All
Heavenly Father, words can not express the longing and desire I have to hold ### once again. I never knew how much it would hurt to miss someone the way I do her. The reason it means she means so much to me is because with her, nothing is forced. I'm not longing for her because I don't want to be alone. I long for her because being without her isn't the same. Not having her is hard on a good day, and impossible on a bad one. Not being able to call her and say hey or I miss you isn't a good feeling. I miss the days where I could just call her and say "Hey, I love you." and have her respond with something sweet. Those are the things that make life amazing. And ### was the one that made my life amazing. I'm not saying that she is the only thing worth living for. But she made me happy. I know GOD that as long as I have you in my life, that's all I'll ever need. But Having ### in my life is an amazing Bonus. You know her GOD. You created her. She is amazing. And I believe that's why you won't let me give up on her. I believe that's why you constantly tell me to hold on. And that's also why I feel I am so close. I feel in my heart that you are going to bring her back to me very soon. And for that, I am eternally grateful to you. GOD, I ask this one request of you. And I know you will deliver it. It's just in your perfect time. And I am learning day in and day out that it will be perfect. Not to be anxious or impatient. Because when her and I reconcile, it will be forever this time. GOD, in a huge way, I thank you for this breakup. Because you have taught me so much. I have been humbled before you. And I appreciate that. Also, I now know how to love her the right way. In a way that this will never happen again. Father, I want to thank you. For these trials, for the sufferings and for my reconciliation. All of it stands to great reason. And in a short manner of time, ### and I will be together again. I stand strong in my faith for you and I know you are on the move. I praise you endlessly and thank you for what you are doing for me. I promise you, ### and I will forever be grateful to you for you bringing us back together. I will continue to seek you and I won't stop praying. You have my word. I will ignore the distractions and stand strong in your word. I'm ready GOD, bring me my miracle. I Claim it!
I pray for this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen
I pray for this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen
