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JasmineB
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Please pray for me. My boyfriend recently broke it off with me, even though he was contacting me and he still hoped to just remain friends (we had been friends for 5 years prior to our relationship). Our last conversation was on Sunday, and i told him that I don't think it is a good idea for ex's to be friends with each other because it's not fair to the person who still has feelings... I guess I was pretty of cold towards him in this phone conversation and told him i'm moving on and told him to move on too. I guess this wasn't really the truth of how i really feel...cause I haven't moved on and I still love him very much and wish for us to reconcile our relationship. I just felt that I can't handle being "demoted" to just friends while sitting on sidelines of his life wondering if he will ever want me back or being there for moral support while he moves on. I think he does care about me, but after our conversation I also have these negative feelings that creep in that wonder if I just blew my chances by cutting off my friendship with him. I just get confused and question weather I did the right thing or not. I am trying to remain strong and trying to have faith that everything will work out. It's just that it was hard for me to get crumbs tossed my way from him so I felt I had to cut off the contact we had. I might be asking for a miracle, but I pray that my ex's heart will soften towards me and he will value and treasure the love we felt again. I just wish for God to intervene in our lives and also help me to work through the problems I brought to our relationship. Just going through a sad, lonely time in my life now and praying for all things to work out according to God's plan and I desperately need God's strength to help me get through this. Thank you so very much for your time and prayers!!!
