Lonely

[Hungry4love357]

Honestly, I just want my wife here with me, to hold hands and worship with me.  I want to believe it could happen but I've been disappointed so many times, and am afraid if I get my hopes up that I will just be disappointed and hurt again.  I hate this time of year.  I always feel like the only one in my family that is single.  Another year goes by, and I'm still single.  Do my prayers mean nothing?  How much longer do I have to wait for the right women?  My desired continue to go unfulfilled.  I desire to meet and fall in love with my best friend, and to marry her.  Because I don't want to marry just any girl.  I want her to be my best friend.  But I have not met such a women yet.  At this point I have pretty much given up hope on it ever happening.  I've tried Christian based singles groups, Christian dating sites.  I have prayed with tears dripping down my face to God to bring this girl into my life, and nothing has happened.  11 years I have waited.  And now I'm at my breaking point.  I can't take this testing any more.  I am trying to wait for my future wife to give up my virginity.  But is seems as if God is even testing that at this point.  I promised in a letter I wrote to her that I would wait.  And people are telling me to give it up because she's not gonna wait for me, that the letters I wrote are old-school and that my expectations are too high and unrealistic.  There's no garontees she waited for me. If she did though, and I gave up, I would hate myself.  This is killing me.  How much longer do I have to wait? Seriously.  How much longer?  Its almost lile Gods waiting on me to fail.  I'm so frustrated.  I'm angry.  Why am I being tried like this.  What do I have to do?  This is so frustrating.  I feel like a starving animal that keeps getting teased.  Everyone else has food, is waiting that food, taking it for granted, and I would be happy with the scraps, but I cannot even get that.  How much longer is God gonna starve me?  How much longer do I have to wait to be fed?  It driving me insane.  All I want for Christmas is to meet the women who is to become my wife.  In Jesus name, Amen.

 

[auniquesoul]

Heavenly Father, thank You for Your love, mercy, forgiveness, and promises. Thank You Father for being who You are. I ask that You bless this child, Your child Father, give them comfort, peace beyond all understanding, and fill their heart with love. You know the situation this child is going through Father, so I thank You for hearing this child's prayer and ask that You answer it according to Your Will in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

 

[bronson38]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.May God bless you with a life partner. 

 

[christybc]

Praying for you

 

[Saraha]

Heavenly Father hear our prayers. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen

 

[Stitcher]

I have prayed for this. In Jesus' name, Amen.

 

[lenore2]

I understand how you feel because I feel the same way about my prayer. Have you looked into meetup.com? My friends have tried that and dating sites. I am praying for you and hoping that God leads you to the right path.

 

[Anonymous]

A double minded man can receive nothing from the Lord , you either believe in what God's promises are for you , or you listen to people telling you that it will never happen , who are you going to believe ?

 

[MightyOak99]

My heart goes out to you, friend. I know that a desire for intimacy and companionship can be strong feelings, and it’s not easy when these longings are unfulfilled. I’ll be praying for you, asking the Lord to accomplish His will in your life as you bring your desires to Him. If you’re in the US and you need a listening ear, I believe if you call this number 855-382-5433, they can provide a free phone consultation with a licensed counselor. God’s best to you, friend!

 

[Cheryl "The Earthly Angel"]

Holy God and loving Father, I consciously place my fears, worries, anxieties, and burdens in your hands. I know that I have so little power to change the outcome of these events and I trust that you will work what is pleasing to you, and best for me, out of these situations. Forgive me for my anxious thoughts and for letting my own worry become an idol that robs you of my full trust. Strengthen and empower me to trust you more by the power and presence of your Spirit. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen

Go live your life.  God's has plans for you that are still being laid out.  You cann't force love. It will come soon.