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smstiny
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Gotta say that living alone really is lonely. And it's so hard dealing with the financials on my own. I can't believe I've hung on this long. I miss having a car; I feel so isolated. I really don't have any friends here, so it's really tough dealing with my issues by myself with no one to talk things out with or a friend to lend a helping hand, a kind word, a shoulder to lean on. It's been a bad month; I've been living on bread and peanut butter. I am almost evicted; can't keep up on bills. Haven't been able to buy clothes for over a year. Haven't had a haircut in over 2 years. I am embarrassed with my appearance and have lost any sense of myself being worthy of anyone loving me. I miss being separated from my mom. She is the only one I could rely on. My brother disowned me; I am dead to him. I rarely see my sister.
All I have is my animals, especially my tiny dog. I tell you, he is my best friend. My only friend.
Yes, I have done bad things in my life against the people who cared most. I was in a bad place and lost myself. I have tried to make amends as best I can with all my heart. And try never to repeat my mistakes—but it seems nobody can forget the mistakes I made, and no one can forgive either. So I go through life wishing I was just not here, never born. Life is bitter and cruel when you live alone in ### alone.
All I have is my animals, especially my tiny dog. I tell you, he is my best friend. My only friend.
Yes, I have done bad things in my life against the people who cared most. I was in a bad place and lost myself. I have tried to make amends as best I can with all my heart. And try never to repeat my mistakes—but it seems nobody can forget the mistakes I made, and no one can forgive either. So I go through life wishing I was just not here, never born. Life is bitter and cruel when you live alone in ### alone.
