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ardowa
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Please pray for my life direction. i am at a point realizing what i was pursuing might be all wrong. I worked so hard to be where I always wanted to be, good career, good education, good income, etc. But i know it's all meaningless. i was merely pursing other people's dream, not mine, not God's. I saw what people had, so i told myself i should have too so as to make myself happier. Now i am stuck in my own mistake and had no way out. working in europe is something i always wanted to do, so as to be close to my boyfriend and had a better quality of life. it turned to be a nightmare. since day 1 torubles can't stop coming. it took me a great hell to settle down the admin stuff. work isn't going so well either. i don't really fit into the team and constantly feel frustrated and demotivated. every morning when i wake up i just know i don't want to go to work, and i am depressed and often cries myself to sleep. i took a huge paycut to give up a good salary in Asia, the tax here is eating up most of my salary, i have never felt so "poor" before. i am struggling with finances. I just pray God can help me through this tough year, and show me the future direction, that i will have peace and joy and be happy. Lord, i trust you and i need you so much. amen.