My heart goes out to you. You are being attacked on every side. The enemy would like to so totally defeat you, and it sounds as if that is what he is trying to do right now. Father God, I pray for this young man. You know all he is struggling with, and you have a heart of compassion and love for him. I know that being a teen-ager is tough. So many struggles, and challenges. I pray father for people to come alongside of him and help him. I pray for courage, and strength to flow through him. I ask that you will protect and guard him. Help him to feel your love as he goes about his days. Let him recognize the lies of the enemy, so he won't be beaten and battered by the enemies tricks. In JESUS name, amen. I want to encourage you to ask God to help you when you do your school work. You need to be diligent about doing your work, but ask God to help you to understand what you are doing. You say you are fat. Let me encourage you about that also. For 17 years I was a personal trainer, and aerobic instructor...I don't know how overweight you are, but part of it may be because you are at a certain stage. I have noticed that a lot of times boys will be overweight, right at the age you are probably at. Than they will hit a growth spurt and get taller. They won't be fat once they hit the growth spurt. You may be at that point. If you are not, than let me encourage you to start walking, and lifting weights. That will increase your metabolism and build muscle, you will burn calories at a faster pace if you will do that. God bless you. Do not give up!!! You are loved, and God has a purpose for your life.
