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Lord please take this desire of my heart and get rid of it. I don't want it anymore. My heart's desire is never going to happen. You have shown me many times that it won't, Lord, so why won't you take this desire away. I want to be alone because it's your will for me. Not because I want to be. But because it's your will. This desire is doing nothing but hurting me and I don't want it anymore. I know my calling is to be alone. No one will ever give me a chance. They will always put me down and throw my dreams back at me and tell me I'm not good enough. I'll stay alone because it's the best option, Lord. At least that way I won't be hurt all the time. I'll never be married besides Lord, if I never had a girlfriend before. And that is my desire and I don't want it. Because it's too late. People have hurt me too much and I want this desire gone no matter how much it tugs at me to try, I will not try, I will refuse to because I want it gone. Please, Lord, take my heart's desire away and give it to someone else. Give it to someone whose dreams will come true, whose future is bright for them. I don't want it. Please take it away because I gave up over a month ago. I'm not trying again. In Jesus' name, amen.

