Last night while i was waiting for my son ...

[anonymous4742]

Last night while i was waiting for my son it hit me. I am so stupid. So stupid to believe that God sent me to that book, that story of the missionary doctor in Africa that needed a hot water bottle an the ten year old orphan girl prayed and told God that they needed it that day and to send a doll for the little2 yr old so she would know God loved her. And after 3 yrs of no mail the missionary received a package that very afternoon and included inside with some medical supplies was a hot water bottle and a doll.

I honestly believed that he sent me to that story saying this is what I'm doing for you. This was Sunday after church as the anxiety of my luming bills hit me in the middle of worship service.

What would you have thought?? Today is Tuesday my husband will be off work tomorrow causing me more stress. And all the bills have to be paid no later than Wednesday. My husband's ck will be less than it was last month and 1/10 th what I need to pay the bills. So, yes I feel stupid that I believed God sent me there and nothing happened. Maybe today. Today would be super as long as it happens before my husband comes home from work.

Keeping faith is hard when things never look up.

Pray in Jesus name with me that God was not playing a joke on me that he really is going to provide all the money I need to pay the past due bills and November bills today with money left dor food, gas, medicine, doctor and to be completely debt free before I blow my brains out because I can't take it any more. In Jesus name I pray. Amen. One of us will be a widow/widower today if these bills don't get paid because I will not go through another separation and divorce

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Jdp]

I pray for you. I understand. I truly do. I am in a very similar situation. I pray for you to receive what you need to provide for you and your family. I pray that The Lord reveals His plan to both of us soon.

 

[Saraha]

God bless you as I will pray for you in Jesus name and loving heart. May He watch over you and help you with the prayers you are asking for. Praise God. Jesus love all of us. Amen

 

[JulieH]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[anonymous4742]

I pray for you. I understand. I truly do. I am in a very similar situation. I pray for you to receive what you need to provide for you and your family. I pray that The Lord reveals His plan to both of us soon.

Jdp,

Thank you. This has been going on far too long. I am so tired. I know we have to go through trials but it seems I never get a break. I quit dreaming because none have ever come to fruition no matter how hard I try. I am tired of living in all this stress. We pay some of my mother in laws bills also and still have a funeral payment on my father in laws funeral from April. I just cant take it any more.

 

[Jdp]

I understand. It's so draining emotionally when you're struggling and things don't seem to get any better. It seems like even the simplest of things are three ton weights added to an already crushing load. Maybe the thoughts and prayers of many added to our own will bring a positive change for our both our lives.

 

[BLESSITONE]

...I WILL STAY ON BENDING KNESS & BENDED ELBOWS ON YOUR BEHALF

 

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