Anonymous
Beloved of All
hello I am ###, Im not doubting whether God is real or not but I am becoming discouraged and confused on what his will is for me...I'll give you a little background. My parents could not get it together when it came to co-parenting (my father was killed before he got the chance to re-enter into my life), and my grandparents both died from cancer...all I have is my mother and sister, I'm afraid of loving because I feel like God takes everything I love away and I do not want to feel like that. I do not feel like my family is strong enough to deal with our current situation. My mother got laid off and cannot find a job (pray for her) so now the weight/pressure has fallen on my ### year old sister's shoulders...I am just ### and a freshman in college with no car so me getting a real job outside of work study is next to impossible, I don't want my mom to be struggling. please please please pray for my mom. She works so hard to provide and keep this family together but she just can't get out of this rut and she has too much pride to ask for help from others. I also have been through a lot in relationships considering the fact that I am only ###. I've been misused mistreated and everything in between. For a year or so I haven't wanted a relationship but I am so tired of being alone, I just want a nice guy but I know God has a plan for me just please pray for my patience. Most of all pray for me to not let things I can't control stress me out. Any prayer helps...PLEASE and THANK YOU in advance. I appreciate it
