Anonymous
Beloved of All
hello I am 18, Im not doubting wether God is real or not but I am becoming discouraged and confused on what his will is for me...Ill give you a little background. My parents could not get it together when it came to co-parenting (my father was killed before he got the chance to re enter into my life), and my grand parents both died from cancer...all I have is my mother and sister, im afraid of loving because i feel like God takes everything I love away and I do not want to feel like that. I do not feel like my family is strong enough do deal with our current situation. my mother got laid off and can not find a job (pray for her) so now the weight/pressure has fallen on my 20 year old sisters shoulders...I am just 18 and a freshman in college with no car so me getting a real job outside of work study is next to impossible, i dont want my mom to be struggling. please please please pray for my mom. she works so hard to provide and keep this family together but she just cant get out of this rut and she has to much pride to ask for help from others. i also have been through a lot in relationships considering the fact that i am only 18. ive been misued mistreated and everything in between. for a year or so i havent wanted a relationship but i am so tired of being alone, i just want a nice guy but i know God has a plan for me just please pray for my patience. most of all pray for me to not let things i cant control stress me out. any prayer helps...PLEASE and THANK YOU in advanced. i appreciate it
