WingsofaDove
Beloved of All
This may be the last time I go on here. I feel judged, criticized, etc. I have come a long way, which a lot of people don't understand. The anger and frustration are byproducts of many things. There was a period of time when I felt like I was able to pray and read the Bible daily without distraction from texts, phone calls, or unnecessary issues. I for a long time was religious but didn't know Jesus. So I had stopped the bigger sins but didn't know it was a relationship, not a religion. I do know him now but I struggle with pride and find it hard to love people unconditionally. I was asking for prayer for help with anger and pride, offense, being thin-skinned rather than having people say I'm not saved or that it's sad. The past year has been extremely difficult, and people who I wanted to support or be a comfort either left or were rude or criticized me. I'm sorry, but I thought I could be honest on a prayer site. I didn't mean what I said, but I can't say anything without being picked on. The people I opened up to always got tired of it and either purposely irritated me to see if I had self-control or they left.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.