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Sandymae
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Right now I am scared to death. I have an issue with sexual sin and tend to read short sexual stories online while at work. I think I have gotten myself into some trouble with my sick mind. I was reading online a couple of days ago, I did not download anything, just read and looked at some pictures. A co-worker inform me that he received several pop-ups (computer shared by 4 people). He reported it to the IT Department and also left a note for the boss. The last time I did this, I promised God I would not do it again. I feel like God is punishing me for breaking a promise and trying to get my attention. Also I stopped trying to find out who I am in Christ and seeking my role in the Kingdom. Other than during church services, don't know when the last time I read my bible. Will give a short thank you prayer when I wake up in the mornings. God I promise you from the depts of my heart that I will never do this again and I will do whatever it takes to shake this from me. Also my health is not the greatest, I feel a pain in my breast, but do not feel any lumps. I'm 42 years old and I pretend to be someone else, secretly I have never like the way I look (Sad I Know). So I ignore what is going on with me and daydream being someone else, I have gone as far as create a whole life for this person. I think it is because I was called ugly and picked on all through High School and I just never gotten over it (Very Sad). I know I need to learn to love me. I don't want to go on and on, but please pray for me and my problems. To come out victorious.
Thank you for your listening ear.
Sandra Coney
Thank you for your listening ear.
Sandra Coney
I have read your request and same with you I already had trouble regarding my personality (physically especially) as a whole. GOD created man in his own image, so don't consider yourself unlovely. There are some special attributes that you need to discover within yourself. Rediscover yourself and put your best foot forward
