Dear God why do I continue to drink alcohol when I have back surgery on Monday and my wife is trying to help me and she too drinks alcohol and I don't want to work anymore I just want to lay in my bed and drink alcohol and smoke pot and pretend that everything is going to be ok. Why do I do this...
Dear Jesus please help me. I'm scared of having back surgery tomorrow morning and having a Cyst in my spine removed during anesthesia. I'm worried about having major complications with my alcohol use disorder. I stopped drinking alcohol two nights ago and that will give me at least ### hours of...
Dear God please help me change and overcome my anxiety and alcohol use and please help me keep my job. I need to have major back surgery and I am scared. I'm tired of having to work on projects and proposals. I'm sorry God but I just want to lay on my bed and drink beer and smoke pot and pretend...