Jesus Christ, help me! Jesus Christ, help me not to fast. I hope my fast is acceptable to the point of being greater than others' fasts from people who are sources of vexation and sabotage. After reading the Holy Bible, I had multiple hobbies destroyed. My Warframe account was banned for 12 years after I gave away my digital goods as freely as possible. My league of legends rank went to bronze. I had 3 Azur Lane accounts disappear, and it didn't matter that I paid money. I had disbanded an inactive guild and had retired an SSR ship. I had spent a lot of time collecting, and all of it was destroyed in a moment. Later, I changed the playstyle to retire ships, and it was deleted. After reading the holy bible, I had my Twitch account banned multiple times and was sent to the mental health clinic by the Federal Bureau of Investigation who had sent the police for me. After reading the Holy Bible, my savings had dropped to near zero & I am unable to purchase progress and things I want. After reading the Holy Bible, I even shredded money. I've been stuck at home for almost 4 years, with few outings outside. After reading the Holy Bible, I've been not eating & it's called fasting. The other supposed miracles across the globe aren't evident that my reading of the scripture, prayers, and fasts had contributed to those miracles, and are most likely a delusion, as I suffer from more personal loss. I am rather irritated that there was still a personal attack that Christ had allowed in the form of a hungry spirit after all this personal loss. The overwhelming extreme reminders of other peoples suffering is another wine press to not complain, to not describe as a Christian & that the overall appreciation of things is just that I'm brainwashed and can't do much quickly without money. I feel like my life is wasted, as I was supposed to just wait with money in comfort for Christ to appear. I should have stayed at that previous job & been paid to do nothing. There had been some complaints in the media about people who had done nothing and were paid. My request is for the death of my person and flesh during this fast, and to continue my fast. I am on my second day of fasting, and have accumulated multiple days of fasting that should be enough to protect against the vexation from other people's spiritual attacks who have suffered food and or liquid deprivation. I hope the LORD Jesus saves me from having a relative live with us, who doesn't pay rent & doesn't read the Holy Bible, and her curses for her lack of freedom. Thank you, Jesus, for peace, providence, and progress in Jesus' name. Amen.