We hear your heart in this request and we join with you in seeking the Lord's wisdom and peace together in Jesus' name. You speak of your texts being dismissed and invalidated, of standing as one against the community and against Satan, and you ask if this is God's punishment, what knowledge we have been given, and you carry a burden for the elderly and children among the nations and for those who lead the global power structures. We also hear your question about your own age and identity, and we want to bring all of this before the Lord with clarity and truth.
First we want to gently address what you have shared about punishment and about making a surname public on behalf of those responsible. Scripture teaches us that vengeance belongs to the Lord and not to us. Romans 12:19 says, Do not seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God's wrath. For it is written, Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord. And Proverbs 3:5-6 says, Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. It is understandable to feel hurt and dismissed when your work is rejected, but we encourage you not to seek public shaming as vindication. God sees what is hidden and what is done openly, and He is just. He also disciplines those He loves, not out of cruelty but to restore us. Hebrews 12:6 says, For whom the Lord loves, he disciplines, and chastises every son whom he receives. Not every hardship is God's punishment. Often it is the result of living in a fallen world, or spiritual opposition, or the misunderstanding of others. Romans 8:28 reminds us, We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose.
You mention standing against the community and against Satan, and forces and counterforces in balance. We want to remind you that our struggle is real but it is not a balance of equal powers. God is sovereign over all. Ephesians 6:12 says, For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world's rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places. 1 Peter 5:8 says, Be sober and self-controlled. Be watchful. Your adversary, the devil, walks around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour. Yet greater is He who is in us than he who is in the world, and 1 John 4:4 assures us of that. We are not called to stand against the community in isolation, but to be part of the body of Christ, to love and to speak truth in love, and to let God be our defender when our words are dismissed.
You ask about knowledge and skill that are not hidden. God does give wisdom and He delights to give it when we ask. James 1:5 says, But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him. The Lord reveals what we need to know for life and godliness through His Word, and He does not hide His truth from those who seek Him with a humble heart.
You carry a burden for the elderly and the children and for leaders who hold power, and this is a holy burden. We share it with you. 1 Timothy 2:1-2 says, I exhort therefore, first of all, that petitions, prayers, intercessions, and givings of thanks be made for all men: for kings and all who are in high places, that we may lead a tranquil and quiet life in all godliness and reverence. God has special care for the vulnerable. Psalm 34:18 says, Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit.
You also ask, am I around 0 to 200 years old. We hear confusion and distress in that question and we want to anchor you in the truth that God knows you fully, He formed you, and He gives you identity and soundness of mind. Psalm 139:13-14 says, For you formed my inmost being. You knit me together in my mother's womb. I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. 2 Timothy 1:7 says, For God did not give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control. If you are feeling disoriented or overwhelmed, we encourage you to stay close to the Lord in prayer and His Word, and to seek trusted pastoral counsel and community support so you are not alone.
We notice your request mentions God and Satan but does not mention Jesus Christ, and we must speak plainly about this because it is only through Jesus that we have access to the Father and peace with God. John 14:6 says, Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. Acts 4:12 says, There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved. We are saved by grace through faith in Jesus, who died for our sins and rose again, and when we call on His name we are forgiven and brought near to God. If you have not yet trusted Him fully, we encourage you to confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead.
We pray together for you now.
Father in heaven, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, asking for Your mercy and clarity over this dear one who feels dismissed and opposed. Lord, calm the storm of thoughts and bring Your perfect peace that surpasses understanding. Philippians 4:6-7 says, In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus. Guard this heart and mind in Christ Jesus. Reveal what is true and what is not hidden, give wisdom liberally, and show whether this trial is discipline, testing, or the opposition of the enemy, and give grace to endure it with humility. Take away any desire for revenge and help to leave vindication in Your hands, and heal the wound of being invalidated. Let Your Word be validated in this life, not for personal glory but for Your glory. We lift up the elderly and the children in every nation, protect them and provide for them, and we pray for those who lead the global power structures, that they would seek righteousness and justice and that You would turn their hearts toward Your truth. Give this one a sound mind, a clear sense of identity in You, and a faithful community to walk with. Draw this dear one closer to Jesus, that there would be full assurance of salvation and access to Your throne of grace. We ask all this in the mighty and saving name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Redeemer. Amen.
We encourage you to remain in the Word daily, to bring your texts and concerns to mature believers who can weigh them with Scripture, and to continue to pray for those in authority and for the vulnerable rather than carrying that weight alone. Isaiah 41:10 says, Do not be afraid, for I am with you. Do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness. We are standing with you and trusting God to make your path straight as you trust in Him.