sunkissedtears
Disciple of Prayer
I've been out there in the world for too long now. I've been fighting the flesh and the Spirit for too long now. I'm coming in from the cold and I don't know where to start first. I know God, I've always ran to him in my time of trouble or need. Right now I'm at a point in my life where I'm tired of being warm for the Lord, you're either Hot or your Cold. You cant serve the World, and the Lord you have to choose one. I'm choosing The Lord. I just really feel confused. I want to be a better person, I want to be a faithful servant of the Lord, I want him to use me in whatever way he wants to, I need him to show me what my purpose is in life. I just don't know where to start. What do I do? I've been reading devotionals, listening to Christian music, and I asked God to empty me so that I may be filled with him. I don't know what to do next. I do attend a Church but, Im not a member there, I've never been Baptized but I want to be. I want to build my life around The Lord and his word. I want friends who also serve the Lord, and I am willing to cut everyone or thing out of my life that is not of the Lord. I just need some direction on how to get closer to him, how to build up my strength and knowledge in his word. Please pray for me.
