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Lord I've made up my mind. I will remain alone not because I want to but because I have no choice. Lord I know I have you. But to know I'm not allowed to have a companion or a friend is bad. But I've made up my mind I don't want that. I really miss nothing because I never had it anyway. Love or friendship is not for me. I've made up my mind now I don't want it. I don't need it. I never did. Companionship is not for everyone and it's not for me. It never was. No one likes me no one ever has liked me. I'm alone and I will remain that way. That's your will for me. I've made up my mind. In Jesus name amen.
