I’m thankful that God showed me you’ll. I have always prayed to you’ll. And how could have forgotten you’ll after my Dad passed away. I felt so lonely. Now I know I have the entire world beside me praying for me. I read all my old posts I have made 6 years back and now, the husband that I prayed for became worse. His parents interfere all the time and creates fights between us. Once my father passed my husband started physically and mentally abusing me. I’m afraid to stay with him and the only reason why I am is because of my kids. His parents discriminated because I come from a very different Christian community and has always treated me differently my husband’s brother who discriminates me all the time. Looks down on me and mocks me, he married recently and his wife, her mother and himself mocked me my sister and my mother and my child right after we survived a horrific flood which we would have almost died in. My husband’s brother even went to the extent of not only verbally harassing but also behaving in an inappropriate manner with me that made me very uncomfortable, when I told this to my husband he didn’t do anything, he blamed me and told it’s my fault. What pains me is my father warned me not to marry my husband because of the community he comes from. And now my father is gone and whatever he told about my husband and his family is true. And I’m spat on, mocked and tortured by them. Recently I was so mentally broken because of my husband’s behaviour and his family that I went to the extent of trying to kill myself. His family is causing a lot of problem. I pray fervently that he stops listening to his parents think about. And start supporting and loving me. My husband’s family always prays. Puts on a veil and behaves superficially nice. They are extremely self-righteous and believes whatever they said and did was right. I pray very hard that God my father will keep them away from me and my children, because I want such toxic people away so I can live my life with at least a little peace. Please pray that they will not be able to harm me or my children and my husband starts understanding and loving me.
