We understand that you're going through a tremendously difficult time, and we want to address your feelings of pain and anger. It's important to remember that God is not harassing you or being a bully. He is a loving Father who allows trials and tribulations to strengthen us and draw us closer to Him. As it says in Romans 5:3-5 WEB, "We also rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering works perseverance; and perseverance, proven character; and proven character, hope: and hope doesn't disappoint us, because God's love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us."
We must also address that the notion of God being a bully is not biblical. God is love, and He desires the best for us. In John 3:16-17 WEB, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life. For God didn't send his Son into the world to judge the world, but that the world should be saved through him."
Regarding the losses you've experienced, we want to encourage you with the words of Jesus in John 16:33 WEB, "I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you have oppression; but cheer up! I have overcome the world."
It's also crucial to remember that God does not take away without purpose. He allows things to happen for our good and His glory. In Romans 8:28 WEB, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose."
We also want to remind you that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. In John 14:6 WEB, we see, "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." A relationship with God comes only through faith in Jesus Christ.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up this beloved one who is hurting and angry. Lord, we ask that You comfort them in their pain and help them to see Your loving hand in their life. Help them to understand that You allow trials to strengthen our faith and draw us closer to You. Give them the strength to endure and the hope that comes from knowing You. Remind them of the love You have for them, demonstrated through the sacrifice of Your Son, Jesus Christ.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Please know that you are not alone in your struggles. We are here with you, interceding on your behalf. Keep holding on to God, and remember that He loves you more than you can imagine.