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ajay
Guest
Dear Lord,
i know youre still there. i need to do this, i need to talk to you. maybe you will help me.
im so afraid.
i cant sleep. when i close my eyes i see it all over again. i see, feel, hear everything. i have such severe panic attacks, and they wont go away. i want to stand up in that courtroom and be able to say what happened, but i am so afraid if i do, i will fail, and he'll come back. its torture, living in constant fear. what i want more than anything is assurance that everything will be fine, but only you know the future. can you please then, give me some peace?
i know youre still there. i need to do this, i need to talk to you. maybe you will help me.
im so afraid.
i cant sleep. when i close my eyes i see it all over again. i see, feel, hear everything. i have such severe panic attacks, and they wont go away. i want to stand up in that courtroom and be able to say what happened, but i am so afraid if i do, i will fail, and he'll come back. its torture, living in constant fear. what i want more than anything is assurance that everything will be fine, but only you know the future. can you please then, give me some peace?