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MollyV
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I have such deep faith in God I don't even know why I am feeling this way. I thank God for this website of prayerful support, and so many who are willing to sacrifice a little time to pray.
Over a dozen years ago I made a mistake that got me in trouble. It was an accident, but someone got hurt and even though I called the ambulance and made sure that person got help, I spent almost 6 years in prison and another 13 months on parole. Nevermind that I had been beaten beyond recognition and left for dead. I had never been in trouble before, and haven't been in trouble since.
It has ruined me. No one wants to hire me. I lost everything in Hurricane Ike, and since then I've been living out of suitcases and trying my best to find work. I visitied my husband of almost 2 years in Canada this past December,
and was waiting on a small stipend so that we could get our own place (he lives at his mother's house) but on one of a few visits into the US and returning to Canada, I was stopped at the border and detained. I had a passport, and I had been admitted into Canada 4 times prior. I was treated like a criminal, and interrogated for a very long time, and told I couldn't even try to return to Canada for a very long time, and then I would have to make special application, first, and pay a thousand dollars, and then there would be no guarantee I would be accepted, and the thou would be non-refundable.
My husband left me there, and went on to Canada.
It has been almost 5 months since I have seen my husband, even though we talk on the phone several times a day. It's not a good substitute for being together, or holding on to each other. He's going to have to have a passport now, to get into the US. He's not planning a trip until this fall around our 2 year anniversary.
In the meantime I am at my son's house. It's an intrusion on their lifestyle even though I spend most of my time trying to find work, and staying holed up in a room where I have some of my things stored.
I'm trying hard to keep this marriage afloat, but my husband seems to be losing interest. I don't know what to do. I've cried out to God so many times. I'm to the point I want to lay down and go to sleep forever.
My heart is breaking and it hurts too much to cry...
Please pray for me...please?
Over a dozen years ago I made a mistake that got me in trouble. It was an accident, but someone got hurt and even though I called the ambulance and made sure that person got help, I spent almost 6 years in prison and another 13 months on parole. Nevermind that I had been beaten beyond recognition and left for dead. I had never been in trouble before, and haven't been in trouble since.
It has ruined me. No one wants to hire me. I lost everything in Hurricane Ike, and since then I've been living out of suitcases and trying my best to find work. I visitied my husband of almost 2 years in Canada this past December,
and was waiting on a small stipend so that we could get our own place (he lives at his mother's house) but on one of a few visits into the US and returning to Canada, I was stopped at the border and detained. I had a passport, and I had been admitted into Canada 4 times prior. I was treated like a criminal, and interrogated for a very long time, and told I couldn't even try to return to Canada for a very long time, and then I would have to make special application, first, and pay a thousand dollars, and then there would be no guarantee I would be accepted, and the thou would be non-refundable.
My husband left me there, and went on to Canada.
It has been almost 5 months since I have seen my husband, even though we talk on the phone several times a day. It's not a good substitute for being together, or holding on to each other. He's going to have to have a passport now, to get into the US. He's not planning a trip until this fall around our 2 year anniversary.
In the meantime I am at my son's house. It's an intrusion on their lifestyle even though I spend most of my time trying to find work, and staying holed up in a room where I have some of my things stored.
I'm trying hard to keep this marriage afloat, but my husband seems to be losing interest. I don't know what to do. I've cried out to God so many times. I'm to the point I want to lay down and go to sleep forever.
My heart is breaking and it hurts too much to cry...
Please pray for me...please?
