New Beginnings
Prayer Warrior
It feel as if I am slipping away. I battle more with depression than before after my divorce. Surely there must be more to life than a man being rejected by his wife just because of differences. I lived for my family for 14 years and more. My world fell apart when she decided to let go. I feel guilty for my part in the marriage breakdown. Longed for her to fight for me. I gave her my all. Broke our son's heart too. I hated her for moving on to fast. When is enough enough?! For some, never. She was enough for me in spite of our differences. And now, I feel betrayed, filled with fear of an unknown future to a known God. Someone please say something, for I feel alone and rejected, not knowing if I can carry on. I lost my song... and surely there is joy in the journey... Just wanted to belong, be loved.. I have a dream to travel, work with communities, especially children (orphans and other), establishing an off the grid set up, teaching them valuable technical home improvement skills-but I don't know how and where to start (lack finance). Years ago someone prophecied over my life and said I will become a restorer and builder of broken homes... This stayed with me for almost 19 years. I need a breath of fresh air, please Lord God. Hear the cry of my heart this day for the extention of Your Kingdom. The Lord gave, and the Lord took, may His Name be praised!