thank you for paying but it is no use, I have tried and begged and prayed and talked to God non stop and it is all hopeless. some people get their petitions answered and some don't, that is the bottom line. I don't know why God would let me be taken from the person that I was (so happy, full of faith, optimism) to let me fall into the pit of this dark place. I have said many times that I rebuked satan and all his works in Jesus Mighty name and there has been no rescue for me, just anger and deep pain and many many tears and feelings of abandonment.