Is It God's Will?

[fallen7]

Blessings to you all, I pray that God is blessing you in all you do. I come today asking that God allows for me to heal inside out. I have a lot of anger towards my husband that I have carried for years .. we have been married for ### years now. He had numerous affairs in the past and an extra child. I tried to just pray through and it was ok for a good while. but then I found myself becoming tangled in an outside relationship. I told my husband and he was not able to handle it. He discussed this with our children, something that I never did with his situations. I asked him for forgiveness but he says that he hates me. I have no excuse for my sins, only that I am sorry for them. I am honestly shocked to find myself here. I was proud of myself and maybe too much over the years that I would never fall short of God's glory. After watching my mother die of cancer I was angry and heart broken.. and through my ignorance I fell. I need God. I want to repent and start over, but I don't know if it is possible as far as my marriage goes. I have apologized to him, but I am surprised to feel anger against him when he refuses my apology. I am surprised to find that the ### years of him cheating on me still hurts and is fresh in my heart. How is it that I lied to myself and him when I said that I forgave him... when it's obvious that I didn't. Please pray for us, I am lost. I need to be true and real and I need God back in my life. I pray for forgiveness but first I pray that I am really able to forgive my husband. Thank you.

 

[Abbyamy]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[SET FREE]

There is POWER IN PRAYER. MAY GOD BLESS YOU!

 

[Saraha]

God bless you as I will pray for you in Jesus name and loving heart. May He watch over you and help you with the prayers you are asking for. Praise God. Jesus love all of us. Amen

 

[anonymous7367]

He had an affair that resulted in a child and numerous other affairs but can't forgive you. Maybe he needs reminding. Maybe the children should know. My husband had an affair 3 years into our marriage (### years ago). It still hurts from time to time. That same woman had busted up another marriage. I gave my husband an ultimatum me or her. He chose me. She tried but failed here. Will pray for you.

 

[FaithIsComing]

Father. We ask for your love and mercy to pour over this wife who has confessed her sins. She is looking to you Father to help her with her forgiveness of her husband. She is asking for the love of forgiveness. God, please grant her peace and cover her, her husband and their marriage in the Blood of Jesus for there is power in the blood and name of Jesus. Amen.

 

[ARHicks]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Stitcher]

I have prayed for this. In Jesus' name, Amen.

 

[ihavedecided]

Father I pray for this dear sister who has gone through so many trials for so many years and is heart broken. Help her to get out of old stuff and step into a brand new future. Let her confess the sins before you and let her experience your love and forgiveness, and let her know that the blood of Jesus Christ, his Son, cleanses us from all sin. [/SIZE]
1 John 1:9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness-

Father I thank you that you hear her prayer and I stand in agreement with this lovely sister. In Jesus name I pray. Amen

 

[GregnBrandy]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.