Don't get me wrong sister(in the Lord),but you sound like you are one that is used to getting her way....like NOW! You say you are leaving (God?)and us,your family in Christ? That means you are going where exactly?Are you saying satan has won you back over?Yeah,he will answer you quickly,because he was rebellious too,and he fell....HARD! But,not to worry,he was just waiting for you.his is the kingdom of darkness,and there is room for you in it but only long enough for him to steal your hope,destroy your life and eventually kill you.After all,he knows you as a traitor.You turned from a life of sin and you turned to his archenemy...the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords! The very One who patiently waited on you all your life until you saw your deep need of Him.Patiently Christ (who knew no sin and became sin for us)was bound,beaten and falsely tried for us.Patiently Jesus was rejected and whipped for us.Patiently He took up the cross that we deserved and walked with it.Patiently Christ laid on that cross and allowed the nails to be pounded through His hands and feet.Patiently Jesus allowed that cross to be lifted up and slammed into the ground.Quietly,like a sheep led to the slaughter,our Lord allowed this.Six hours Christ hung on that cross!Six hours He patiently took upon Himself the sins of the world as they tore into Him.He even waited long enough for your sins to be paid for.He saw you down through the ages and saw you the day you came to Him and would repent,placing your trust in His finished work on that cross.He saw all of us that day and patiently took the punishment we deserved.Patiently Christ waited and suffered untold agony,carrying every sin and sickness,every punishment we deserved.Patiently He waited for the Holy Spirit to say,it's completed,the price for the redemption of us all,including you Kiara Murray was accomplished.Not in defeat and not with a whimper,but with a cry of absolute triumph,Christ Jesus patiently laid down His life.Patiently His head bowed in death to the will of His Father.Three days Jesus' body waited in the tomb,patiently waiting to be reanimated and changed into a body that would live forever,that could and would abide both on earth and in Heaven.Patiently,patiently waiting!
Suddenly and early on the morning of the third day the waiting was over.Life returned filled with unspeakable joy! The King of life,the creator of life,REAL life had returned and entered in! Patiently Christ the Lord waited as the angel moved the stone away! The waiting was now over.Our Justification,our Lord,our King,our Redeemer,our God stepped out.He now sits in triumph at the right hand of His Father(and our Father,through and because of Him),and patiently waits for the Almighty to say Go! It is time!Get the rest of my children and bring them Home!The Kingdoms of the earth must become my Son's Kingdom.
Nothing to believe in my sister?No blessings to be gained?God does not hear?God does not care?If God never did one more thing for us,wouldn't what He has already accomplished for us through Jesus Christ, be more then enough?Has not the curtain been torn from top to bottom?Do we not have access into the vary Throne room of Heaven?God does not hear you my sister?Are you kidding? GOD DOES NOT HEAR YOU? And you would want to depart from God's Kingdom?You would throw away your citizenship in heaven,purchased for you through an action of irrefutable,unspeakable,never ending love,God's love?
Well,forget it! God won't allow it! You are His forever sister.His love for you is deeper then your rebellion,wider then your doubt,and much more patient then your impatient spirit.Learn to listen.Read the Word of God and patiently wait on His timing because God is NEVER late!When we think our prayers are hitting a ceiling of brass,and God seems so far away,know that He is closer to you than your breath.He has promised never to leave you or forsake you.And,my sister,God cannot lie.
Just repent of this pride and rebellion for this same pride fullness and rebelliousness caused a cherubim and one third of the angels to fall.But Christ did not suffer and die for them,but He did for you.God has a good plan for your life.Have faith because it will come to pass! Jesus is Lord! We are not! The will of God must be paramount in our lives.Not just ours.God always knows what is best and right for us.So we must learn to listen ourselves, and obey.Has not our God been patient with us? I will keep you in continuous prayer so that you may know that we care and will stand in the gap for you.May our Great and Mighty God richly bless and keep you.I plead the Blood of Jesus over you and your family.In Jesus Name!
