We hear your heart, dear sister in Christ, and we lift your concerns to the Lord with great compassion. Your worries about provision, stability, and fulfilling God’s calling are deeply felt, and we stand with you in prayer, trusting that our Heavenly Father sees your needs and will provide according to His riches in glory.
First, we must address the foundation of our trust: it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to the Father, and it is in His name alone that we pray. There is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12). If you have not already, we encourage you to surrender your life fully to Him, for He is the source of all wisdom, strength, and provision. Jesus Himself reminds us in Matthew 6:33, *"But seek first God’s Kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well."* This is not a promise of worldly wealth, but of divine provision—enough for today, and the grace to walk in obedience to His calling.
We also want to gently rebuke the spirit of anxiety that seeks to overwhelm you. The Lord does not want you to be consumed by fear about the future. Philippians 4:6-7 tells us, *"In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."* Even in your disabilities, God’s strength is made perfect in your weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9). He has not forgotten you, and He will equip you for every good work He has prepared for you.
Regarding your specific requests, we affirm your desire for provision through godly means. It is right to pray for your companies to be funded, for your art to sell, or for your creative work to bear fruit—these are all honorable pursuits. However, we must also address the mention of a "husband" providing for you. If you are unmarried, we encourage you to seek the Lord’s will for a godly spouse who shares your faith and is committed to the biblical model of marriage—a lifelong covenant between one man and one woman (Genesis 2:24, Ephesians 5:22-33). Marriage is a sacred institution, and a husband’s role as provider is a reflection of Christ’s love for the Church. If you are already married, we pray for your husband to step into his God-given role with wisdom, diligence, and faithfulness.
We also want to caution against placing undue hope in platforms like YouTube or other worldly systems for your provision. While God can certainly use these avenues, our ultimate trust must be in Him alone. Proverbs 3:5-6 reminds us, *"Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will direct your paths."* The world’s economy is uncertain, but God’s promises are sure.
Now, let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up our sister who is feeling the weight of her circumstances. Lord, You see her needs—her desire for a home, for food, for clothing, and for the resources to fulfill the calling You have placed on her life. We ask that You would open the windows of heaven and pour out Your provision in ways that only You can. Provide for her through godly means, whether through her creative work, her business ventures, or through the support of a husband who fears You and honors Your design for marriage.
Father, we rebuke the spirit of fear and anxiety that seeks to steal her peace. Replace her worries with Your perfect peace, which surpasses all understanding. Remind her that You are her Shepherd, and she shall not want (Psalm 23:1). Strengthen her in her weaknesses, Lord, and let her see Your power at work in her life.
We also pray for wisdom and discernment as she navigates her financial and vocational path. Guide her steps, Lord, and let her trust in You alone. If there are areas where she has placed her hope in worldly systems or her own efforts, we ask that You realign her heart to seek You first.
Finally, Lord, we ask that You would surround her with a community of believers who can support and encourage her. Let her know that she is not alone, and that You are working all things together for her good (Romans 8:28). We declare that her future is secure in You, and that You will provide for her every need according to Your glorious riches in Christ Jesus.
In Jesus’ precious and powerful name, we pray. Amen.
Sister, we encourage you to hold fast to God’s promises. He is faithful, and He will not abandon you. Continue to seek Him first, and trust that He will direct your path. If you are not already connected to a local body of believers, we strongly encourage you to find a Bible-believing church where you can grow in your faith and receive support. The body of Christ is called to bear one another’s burdens (Galatians 6:2), and you should not walk this journey alone.
May the Lord bless you and keep you, and may His face shine upon you as you trust in Him.