In so much pain due to my lost in life

[Guest]

I lost my brother who had a brain tumor he was 24 yrs old. We were so close that now i feel like a part of me is gone with him. I lost the closeness i had with the rest of my family(mom,dad, a younger brother and sister) dued to a relationship they didn't approve of. I'm scared because i also lost 3 babies( one preterm labor and 2 miscarriages) and now im with child again and i need god to heal my body and mind so i don't lose my baby. I also want him to take away the hurt i live with each day. I'm no stranger to prayer but i feel like he wouldn't hear me because how Idespised him from taking my brother and acting in disobedience towards my mom and dad. I do love God with all my heart. I just having quite learn how to show him i do. I was raised in church. I was taught to fear God and i do. Im afraid he'll keep taking my offspring as punishment because of the hurt i brought to my parents. God i'm asking forgiveness for everything. I need help and prayers that God would answer me and strengthen me doing this pregnancy. Also, enlightened me on how to tell my parents without them turning away from me and leaving me to go through this on my own. Even though i am 27 yrs old i love them very much and want them to accept, love, and help me through these hard times im going through. Someone Please Pray For Me!!!!

 

[silentangel]

Lord Jesus, Wrap your arms around my sister. Pour out your mercy and your grace. I pray for healing of her body, mind and spirit. As you put her sins in the sea of forgetfulness, let her forgive herself. Her body is not strong so I ask for strength and I pray your healing hand over her for this baby she carries. I pray for this child's protection, for his/her health, that the heart beat strong, that the body be strong and that she would carry it to term without incident. Lord, my heart goes out to her today for I too have lost a brother that I was so close to and loved so dearly. You held my hand and together, we moved the mountain of despair and discouragement. And with your help, she too can overcome her grief. Remove her tears and sadness. Let her remember the good times for he will live always in her heart and spirit. Lord, I pray you would prepare the hearts of her parents. Give her strength to go to them, say "I am sorry, I made a mistake", ask for forgiveness and then repair the relationship. I am sure they would want to be there for her. Lord, I thank you for helping her. Restore her heart and her spirit. Show her the way to find happiness again. Bless her, Lord and help her heal. Thank you and praise you.

Guest - Jesus is so loving and kind. He would never punish you by taking your babies. Things happen sometimes that he gets blamed for but he just doesn't deserve that.

Lean on him, pour out your heart. He will wipe away your tears. He understands your pain and sorrow. He understands your loss. He loves you unconditionally. He will bless you if you let him. Peace be unto you.