WendyG88
Prayer Partner
I don't really have the words for this prayer, only heartache and anguish. It is not that I don't trust God, but I have been forced to stay away from my Babies (6 yrs. old and 29 months old) for over 13 months now. My Little Ones were just over 5 yrs. old and 15,5 months old when they were pulled out of my arms and my life. I was forced to flee to a Women's Shelter with them and my estranged husband had them forcibly removed by getting a TRO against me using false/twisted evidence concerning my 2 year-Old's health issue. He (Gregory) was born needing his frenulum trimmed and was diagnosed late. He also has a high palate. This caused him to lose weight and I was blamed. They did eventually check him for that, but much later than they should have. He was hospitalized at 5,5 weeks old for 6 days, and I stayed by his side the whole time. They inserted a feeding tube in his nose, which stayed in place for nearly 2 months. This was an especially stressful time for all of us. I was suffering from ppd. since just after Gregory was born. I was so grateful that my parents came to help us with the Baby. Gregory recovered from his weight gain issue (frenulum)- but he started to lag behind a bit. The dr. was extremely frustrated with me but I was feeding him as best as I could. We moved to a more stressful home environment and it tore a rift between my husband and I. He told me to "Go", if I want to go- 3 times. I would never have left if my life had not gotten that out of control. My husband has been abusive (especially emotionally and psychologically). My family and I believe he has a bi-polar disorder which has not been diagnosed. I love my family- and my husband and I said we would never separate (especially divorce). He is especially cold, aloof and so cruel at the moment that he has not allowed me to have any contact with my children the whole of last year with the exception of one visit in August, which was only because I submitted a visitation petition to the court in August last year. I was supposed to be receiving supervised visitation with my children several times per week the whole of last year. I cannot go on like this much longer, as I miss my Babies TERRIBLY- and I KNOW they NEED me! We see each other via Skype- but that is NOT what the judge ordered. I NEED to HOLD, kiss and COMFORT my Little Ones!
Please pray that I can have legal representation to help me defend myself so that I can get my children back! I need them and they NEED me!
Please pray that I can have legal representation to help me defend myself so that I can get my children back! I need them and they NEED me!
