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shay1981
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I decided to let go and let God have his way with my husband, it's been a week since I talked to him and I'm usually the one begging for him to come back, but I feel I shouldn't have to do this when I did nothing wrong. He made the choice to cheat and turn his back on me and the kids. I pray God grabs his heart and soul and show him the path he has chosen is not the righteous path to go. I pray God touches his heart and remove all the distractions that are causing him to feel like leaving is the best thing. I feel he is truly a lost soul wandering, and I want God to block the road he is traveling. I ask God to place me and the kids upon his mind, heart, and spirit and show him the love we have for him. I ask God to replay the good I have done and been towards him. I ask God to destroy any relationship he is building outside this marriage with the women in the streets. I ask God if he is with another woman to bring turmoil to that unrighteous relationship and allow him to fail, so he can know he is not in the right place. I ask God to cover me and my family with the blood of Jesus and protect us from any evil or harm that is up against us. I ask God to help me forgive my husband openly and fully-hearted when he does return and help us both to erase the past and start a new and improved marriage. I ask you Father to help my thoughts that I'm having about my husband. I also ask that you give me strength to step back and allow you to work and not put my hands in this because when I do I only make it worse. Father, please help me control my urges to call him and to beg for him to come back, for which I want You Father to work alone in my marriage and to restore it. I ask you to show us both how to love each other the right way and to learn how to communicate and desire only each other. Father, I know I'm not perfect; I have my faults as well, but please wipe the sins away of this family and draw us closer. Please allow us to have OUR marriage back to where it's supposed to have been. I love my husband ### with all my heart and I don't want to give up on him. So I ask in the name of Jesus to guide him back to his family as a new man and not the man that has left in Jesus' name, I pray AMEN.
