Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am so sorry for my anger against you for unanswered prayers. I do realize you have answered so many of my prayers and maybe this one just isn't the right timing. I will continue to pray and ask for it until you direct me another way or hopefully answer it. I realize my desires are out of fear. Please place an angel by our side to protect us. Protect our family, our jobs and our finances. You have brought us here through prayer, and then my fear kicked in (or the devil has placed the fear and doubt in my mind). Please banish him from my life. Please just stay with me and keep me secure and please continue to bless us as you have before. I guess I am just tired and weary. I have been so ready for something new in my life to make me happy that I probably made some selfish mistakes that I am sorry for. Please forgive me and please help me find a way back to "my plan, which is hopefully your plan", for me to be able to rest and be of service to my kids the way my mother was to me. I don't want my life the way it is now...I am tired and ready to rest. I pray for security and the ability to be the mother and wife that I want to be and the daughter to you that you want me to be. God please comfort me and rid me of these thoughts that are destroying me and plaguing my mind. Show me your plan since I know your plan is perfect and mine may not be. I want to bless others but in my current mindset and state I know I cannot fully do that. Please help me. In Jesus name I ask for you to bless us financially so I can enjoy life and feel secure. In Jesus name I ask for your protection over my family. I offer my gratitude to you for all you do for all of us even when we don't deserve it. You are good all the time. I love you more than I can express. In Jesus name I pray this. Amen.
