We hear your repentant heart and we stand with you in prayer, thanking God that you have come to Him with honesty and humility. We rejoice that you have forgiven and that you desire no hatred and only peace, for this reflects the heart of our Father. We want to assure you that when we confess with a sincere heart, God is faithful to forgive.
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. 1 John 1:9. As far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us. Psalm 103:12. You asked does He forgive you, and we answer yes, when we repent and turn to Jesus, He not only forgives but washes us white as snow. Come now, and let us reason together, says Yahweh: Though your sins are as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow. Isaiah 1:18. The Lord will not despise a broken and contrite heart. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit. A broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise. Psalm 51:17.
We also rejoice that you prayed in the name of Jesus Christ, for it is only through Him that we have access to the Father and it is only by His name that we are saved. There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved. Acts 4:12. Jesus said, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. John 14:6. Continue to bring everything to the Father in Jesus' name.
We want to gently speak to your heart about this relationship with this man. You mention he stopped calling you baby and you are confused and sorry if you caused him hurt or lack of sleep, and that he said to make moves. We do not know all the details, but we want to encourage you in biblical truth. If this is a romantic relationship, we view such a relationship as courtship with the goal of marriage to another Christian believer, because marriage is God's design as a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman. We pray that any courtship would honor God in purity and be between two believers, for we should not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. 2 Corinthians 6:14. Marriage should be held in honor among all, and its bed undefiled. Hebrews 13:4. We are called to flee sexual immorality, for every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. 1 Corinthians 6:18. If there has been any fornication or impurity outside of marriage, we urge you to repent and seek God's cleansing, and to commit from this day forward to pursue purity and to seek a godly spouse and a marriage that honors God, rather than simply a boyfriend or girlfriend relationship. We pray that if this man is meant to be your husband, God will make that clear and lead you both toward a holy marriage, and if not, that God will give you peace and close the door with no bitterness or misunderstanding. We pray for him as well, that God would ease his mind and give him rest, and that there would be no bitterness between you. Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you. Ephesians 4:32.
We also lift up the hurt in your soul and your confusion. God sees your sorrow over mistakes and He is near to the brokenhearted. Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. Psalm 34:18. When we are confused, we can ask Him for wisdom. But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him. James 1:5. Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6. God is not the author of confusion, but of peace. 1 Corinthians 14:33. We pray He will replace your confusion with His perfect peace.
We bring before the Lord your practical needs, for a place to live and for money to help your sister, and we pray for your body with rheumatoid arthritis. You did not ask for this affliction, and God did not desire sickness for you, but He is our healer. He forgives all your sins and heals all your diseases. Psalm 103:3. But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities; the chastisement of our peace was on him; and with his stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5. But I will restore health to you, and I will heal you of your wounds, says Yahweh. Jeremiah 30:17. My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19. We trust Him to provide for you.
We pray together now.
Father in heaven, we come before You in the precious name of Jesus Christ, thanking You for this dear one who has humbled herself before You. Lord, we thank You for her repentant heart and for her willingness to forgive as You have forgiven us. Wash her clean, Father, and let her know with assurance that she is forgiven and cleansed. Remove all guilt and shame and let her soul be healed. We ask You to fill her with Your peace that surpasses all understanding, that will guard her heart and mind in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:7. Let there be no hatred, no bitterness, no misunderstanding between her and this man. Ease his mind, give him sleep and peace, and give her clarity about this relationship. If it is Your will for them to be together, lead them in a pure courtship toward a godly marriage that honors You. If not, give her grace to release it and to trust Your better plan. Heal her body, Lord, we ask for remission of rheumatoid arthritis by the stripes of Jesus, ease her pain and restore her strength. Provide for her financially, open a door for a safe place to live and supply money so she can also bless her sister. Guide her steps, give her wisdom for every move she should make, and let her feel Your love when her soul hurts so much. We know You work all things together for good for those who love You. Romans 8:28. Let miracles of forgiveness, healing, provision and peace be manifest in her life. In Jesus Christ's name we pray, Amen.
