sandra
Beloved of All
I think the thing that is making life unbearable is knowing that my son looks at me like I failed him as a mother! What am I supposed to do? I torment myself every day thinking about never being good enough for my family and now my son. The one thing I took pride in was being a mom (single), I never wanted to do anything wrong to harm my kids. God knows I loved them more than myself, I tried the best I could but somehow I failed that too! I don't want to keep going on feeling/living this way. I keep praying but I am starting to believe God doesn't exist. If he does, why doesn't he help me? Am I not good enough for him too?
