Selen4Christ
Disciple of Prayer
I'm in class 12. So literally tomorrow is my Physics final exam. So throughout the year, even though I'm good at all the other subjects, I'm practically horrible in physics. But why this destroys me so badly is, physics was my favorite subject till last year when everybody around me hated it. But this year, things changed, I didn't get a good teacher and my friends around me were always very selfish and practically I didn't have any support. I failed in this subject terribly and I got devastated. Underwent panic attacks and stress. Eventually, I went for a church meeting last year and the pastor prophesied keeping his hands on my head that counties will sponsor me and so many prophecies which according to my present situation, it is impossible. I never felt like studying physics and I never studied because each time I take this subject, I get stress and panic attacks, more like I developed a great aversion or in fact a phobia towards this particular subject. It was this year that I kept on failing in physics. My family were broken because of me and everybody were sad about my condition. I didn't want to study and I totally feared this subject. My mom suffered a lot because of me. We are not very well settled and rich, so if I need to get into a college after 12th, I need to score really well and get in through merits. Now these four days, I put my mind, soul, and heart and my blood, sweat, and tears to learn this subject without anybody's help. I kept all my hopes on Jesus. Because all this year I failed to realize I should have depended on Christ more than I depend on people. People whom I thought will be there with me, everybody left me when they felt like I'm not up to their expectations. It was just my loving mom and me. She knew we had no way because we are literally broke to get into a college with money but still she believed in the promises of a living God our creator. The alpha and the omega. And tomorrow is the big day. My final physics exam. I'm still not done learning the chapters and I can't anymore. I have done the best I could. I got panicked and I cried and sat in the presence of the Lord for the past 2 days. WHAT I NEED NOW IS A MIRACLE. A real miracle should happen tomorrow. I know my God is able to do wonders. Please pray for me and my family. And especially for my physics exam where later I should stand as a testimonial for the name of the Lord. If it's me alone, then I'm surely gonna fail, but if it's God, I still believe He can do wonders. Amen. Please pray for me.
