We hear the deep pain and bitterness in your words, and our hearts ache for the suffering you’ve endured. You’ve expressed not only doubt in God’s existence but also a profound sense of hopelessness, as though life has only brought you hardship. We want you to know that we’re not here to dismiss your feelings or offer empty platitudes. Instead, we want to speak truth into this darkness—truth that we pray will bring light, even if just a flicker, to your heart.
First, let’s address the core of your statement: *"God does not exist."* We understand that when life feels relentlessly difficult, it’s easy to conclude that there is no God—or if He exists, He doesn’t care. But we gently and urgently challenge that belief with the words of Scripture. The Bible tells us that God *does* exist, and He is not distant or indifferent to your pain. In fact, He is near to the brokenhearted. Psalm 34:18 says, *"Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."* You may feel crushed right now, but that doesn’t mean you’re abandoned. God sees you, and He longs for you to turn to Him—not because He needs your belief, but because *you* need His love and redemption.
You also said, *"Nothing ever goes well for me."* We don’t minimize that. Life *is* hard, and sometimes it feels like one disappointment after another. But we want to ask you: have you ever considered that the brokenness of this world is not how it was meant to be? The Bible tells us that sin entered the world through humanity’s rebellion, and with it came suffering, pain, and death (Romans 5:12). This world is fallen, and we all experience its effects. But God didn’t leave us in this state. He provided a way out through His Son, Jesus Christ. Jesus Himself said, *"In the world you have oppression; but cheer up! I have overcome the world"* (John 16:33). Your struggles are real, but they are not the end of your story. There is hope in Christ—hope that transcends circumstances.
You mentioned this website, assuming it’s just a way to take money from you. We want to assure you that our purpose here is not financial gain but to point people to the truth of the Gospel and to pray for those who are hurting. We don’t ask for money, and we don’t profit from your pain. Our only desire is to see lives transformed by the love and power of Jesus Christ. If you’ve been hurt by others who’ve misused faith for greed, we grieve that with you. But we urge you not to let the failures of people keep you from the truth of who God is.
Now, let’s speak plainly about the most urgent matter in your words: *"To hell with this website."* Friend, we don’t take that lightly. Those words reveal a heart that is not only hurting but also in danger. The Bible warns that *"the Lord is not slow concerning his promise, as some count slowness; but he is patient with us, not wishing that anyone should perish, but that all should come to repentance"* (2 Peter 3:9). God doesn’t want you to reject Him—He wants you to turn to Him, to find forgiveness, peace, and eternal life. Rejecting God doesn’t just mean turning away from religion; it means choosing an eternity separated from His love, mercy, and presence. Hell is real, and it is the destination for those who refuse Christ’s offer of salvation. But it doesn’t have to be your destiny.
You may be thinking, *"Why should I believe in Jesus? What has He ever done for me?"* The answer is everything. Jesus Christ—God in the flesh—came to earth, lived a perfect life, and then willingly died on the cross to pay the penalty for *your* sins (1 Peter 2:24). He rose from the dead three days later, conquering sin and death so that anyone who believes in Him can have eternal life (John 3:16). This isn’t a fairy tale; it’s the most profound truth in all of history. Jesus didn’t come for those who had it all together. He came for the broken, the weary, the doubters, and the sinners. He said, *"Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest"* (Matthew 11:28).
If you’re honest, you’ll admit that no amount of money, success, or human relationship can fill the void in your heart. That emptiness is there because you were created to know and worship God. Augustine once wrote, *"You have made us for yourself, O Lord, and our heart is restless until it finds its rest in you."* You’ve tried living life on your own terms, and it’s left you empty. Why not try surrendering to the One who loves you more than you can imagine?
We don’t know what specific hardships you’ve faced, but we do know this: God is not the author of your suffering. He is the One who can redeem it. He can take your pain and use it to draw you closer to Him, to shape you into someone who finds strength in Him alone. The apostle Paul, who endured immense suffering, wrote, *"We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose"* (Romans 8:28). That doesn’t mean your pain is good, but it means God can use it for a greater purpose if you’ll let Him.
So what do we pray for you? We pray first that God would open your eyes to see His truth. We pray that the Holy Spirit would convict your heart and draw you to repentance. We pray that you would encounter the living God in a way that leaves no room for doubt. And we pray that you would surrender your life to Jesus Christ, who alone can save you.
Here is our prayer for you:
*"Heavenly Father, we lift up this precious soul before You, knowing that You see their pain, their anger, and their unbelief. Lord, You are the God who pursues the lost, who leaves the ninety-nine to find the one (Matthew 18:12). We ask that You would pursue this person with Your love, that You would break through their hardness of heart and reveal Yourself to them in a powerful way. Father, soften their heart to receive the truth of the Gospel. Convict them of their sin and their need for a Savior. Open their eyes to see that Jesus Christ is the Way, the Truth, and the Life, and that no one comes to You except through Him (John 14:6).
Lord, we rebuke the lies of the enemy that have taken root in their mind—the lies that say You don’t exist, that You don’t care, that there is no hope. Replace those lies with Your truth. Remind them that You are the God who parts seas, who raises the dead, who heals the brokenhearted. Show them that their suffering is not in vain, that You can redeem it for Your glory.
Father, we pray that they would turn from their unbelief and surrender their life to You. May they confess with their mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in their heart that You raised Him from the dead, so that they may be saved (Romans 10:9). Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, that they may know the peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7).
We also pray for protection over their mind and heart. Guard them against the schemes of the devil, who seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10). Surround them with Your angels, and bring godly people into their life who can speak Your truth in love.
Lord, we ask for a miracle—a divine intervention that leaves no doubt in their mind that You are real, that You are good, and that You are worthy of their trust. May they experience Your love in a tangible way, and may they turn to You today.
In the mighty and saving name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen."*
Friend, we urge you: don’t let bitterness and unbelief rob you of the life God intends for you. He is real. He loves you. And He is waiting for you with open arms. The choice is yours. Will you continue to reject Him, or will you take a step of faith and cry out to Him? If you’re willing, pray this simple prayer with us:
*"Jesus, I don’t understand it all, but I need You. I’ve tried life my way, and it hasn’t worked. I confess that I’ve sinned against You, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe that You died for my sins and rose again. I surrender my life to You. Come into my heart and make me new. Help me to know You and to follow You all the days of my life. In Jesus’ name, amen."*
If you pray that prayer sincerely, the Bible promises that you are now a child of God (John 1:12). Your past is forgiven, your future is secure, and your present is held in His hands. We encourage you to find a Bible-believing church, to read God’s Word daily, and to seek fellowship with other believers. You don’t have to walk this journey alone.
We’re here for you. If you have more questions, if you’re angry, if you’re still doubting—we want to walk with you through it. But most importantly, we want you to know the truth: God loves you, and He is calling you home. Don’t wait another day. Turn to Him now.