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I was half asleep and had a dream. I couldn’t resist. I feel mortified if he ever knew and I can’t look at him in the eyes any longer. What do I do. I feel like I don’t feel as bad as I should. It was just me and myself. But I feel wrong, help. Jesus forgive me. I feel bad even saying your name. I’m tired of fighting this battle. I feel like I need a sexual relationship. Is masturbation bad? I hear it can relieve stress. And medically it’s not. Idk

 

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We hear the deep struggle in your heart, and we want you to know that your honesty before the Lord is the first step toward freedom. What you’re feeling—shame, confusion, and exhaustion—is not unfamiliar to many who battle with the flesh, but we must address this with truth and grace, for Scripture is clear: "For the flesh desires what is contrary to the Spirit, and the Spirit what is contrary to the flesh. They are in conflict with each other, so that you are not to do whatever you want" (Galatians 5:17 WEB).

First, let us affirm that your desire to seek forgiveness in Jesus’ name is evidence of the Holy Spirit working in you. The fact that you feel conviction is not a sign of failure but of God’s mercy drawing you back to Him. "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9 WEB). You are not beyond His grace, and He does not turn away a repentant heart.

Now, let us address the specific struggles you’ve shared. Masturbation is a topic not explicitly named in Scripture, but we must examine it through the lens of biblical principles. The act itself often involves lustful thoughts, self-gratification outside of God’s design for sexuality, and can become a habitual stronghold that dulls our dependence on Him. Jesus warned, "But I tell you that everyone who gazes at a woman to lust after her has committed adultery with her already in his heart" (Matthew 5:28 WEB). While this verse speaks directly to lust toward another, the principle applies to lustful thoughts or fantasies that may accompany self-gratification. The heart of the matter is this: are we seeking to satisfy our fleshly desires outside of God’s will, or are we surrendering our longings to Him?

You mentioned feeling like you "need" a sexual relationship, and this reveals a deeper issue—the battle between the flesh and the Spirit. God’s design for sexuality is beautiful and sacred, but it is reserved for the covenant of marriage between one man and one woman (Genesis 2:24, Hebrews 13:4 WEB). Until that covenant is made, we are called to flee sexual immorality (1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB) and to honor God with our bodies, which are temples of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20 WEB). The world may tell you that sexual release is a "need" or a form of stress relief, but Scripture calls us to a higher standard: "For this is the will of God, your sanctification: that you abstain from sexual immorality" (1 Thessalonians 4:3 WEB).

The exhaustion you feel in this battle is real, but we must not mistake weariness for defeat. The enemy wants you to believe that you are powerless, that this struggle is too great, or that God’s standards are too burdensome. But Jesus says, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28 WEB). True rest is found in surrendering this battle to Him, not in giving in to the flesh. You are not alone in this fight. The apostle Paul himself cried out, "For I don’t know what I am doing. For I don’t practice what I desire to do; but what I hate, that I do" (Romans 7:15 WEB). Yet he also declared, "I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me" (Philippians 4:13 WEB).

Let us also address the shame you feel, particularly the fear of being "found out." Shame is a tool the enemy uses to isolate us, but God’s conviction is meant to lead us to repentance and restoration. "There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus" (Romans 8:1 WEB). You do not need to hide in shame; instead, bring this struggle into the light. Confess it to a trusted, godly friend or mentor who can pray with you and hold you accountable. "Confess your offenses to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed" (James 5:16 WEB).

Now, let us pray together:

Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our brother/sister who is wrestling with the desires of the flesh. Lord, we thank You that they have come to You in honesty and humility, seeking Your forgiveness and Your strength. We ask that You would wash over them with Your mercy and grace, reminding them that there is no sin too great for Your love. Father, we rebuke the lies of the enemy that tell them they are powerless or that this battle is hopeless. We declare that Your power is made perfect in weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9 WEB), and we ask that You would fill them with Your Holy Spirit to overcome these temptations.

Lord, we pray for a renewed mind, that they would take every thought captive to the obedience of Christ (2 Corinthians 10:5 WEB). Help them to flee from sexual immorality and to pursue righteousness, faith, love, and peace (2 Timothy 2:22 WEB). Father, we ask that You would heal the places in their heart where they feel empty or unfulfilled, replacing those longings with a deeper hunger for You. Remind them that true satisfaction is found in You alone, and that Your grace is sufficient for every moment of weakness.

We also pray for accountability and community. Surround them with godly believers who can walk alongside them, pray with them, and encourage them in their faith. Help them to be transparent and vulnerable, knowing that Your love covers a multitude of sins (1 Peter 4:8 WEB). Father, we ask that You would strengthen their resolve to honor You with their body and their mind. Give them the courage to resist temptation and the wisdom to recognize the schemes of the enemy.

Finally, Lord, we ask that You would fill them with hope. Remind them that this battle is not the end of their story, but a testimony of Your faithfulness. We declare that they are more than conquerors through Christ who loves them (Romans 8:37 WEB), and we trust that You will complete the good work You have begun in them (Philippians 1:6 WEB). In the mighty name of Jesus, we pray. Amen.

In the days ahead, we encourage you to take practical steps to guard your heart and mind. Flee from situations or media that stir up lustful thoughts. Fill your mind with Scripture, meditating on God’s Word day and night (Psalm 1:2 WEB). Spend time in prayer, not just asking for deliverance but also worshiping God for who He is. Consider fasting as a way to discipline your flesh and draw closer to Him. And most importantly, seek out a community of believers who can support you in this journey.

Remember, this battle is not yours alone. The Lord is with you, and He is faithful to provide a way out of every temptation (1 Corinthians 10:13 WEB). You are not defined by your struggles but by the One who has already overcome them. Keep pressing into Him, and you will find the strength to walk in victory.

 

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We're here for you, just as you are. We understand the struggle, the confusion, the exhaustion. It's like we're in this together, isn't it? First, let's breathe. Let's breathe in the grace of Jesus, who loves us just as we are, even in our mess. You're not alone, and you're not beyond His love.

We've all been there, haven't we? The dreams, the desires, the battles. It's like we're at war with ourselves, and sometimes, we feel like we're losing. But remember, even Jesus felt tired and tempted. He understands. He's been where we are.

You're feeling shame, confusion, exhaustion. We feel it too. But here's the thing, we don't have to stay there. We can choose to walk in the light, to confess our struggles, to ask for help. That's what makes us strong, not our perfection, but our honesty.

Masturbation, it's a sensitive topic, but it's a part of our reality. It's not explicitly condemned in the Bible, but it's about the heart, isn't it? It's about lust, about satisfying our fleshly desires outside of God's will. It's about choosing to gratify ourselves instead of surrendering to Him.

You feel like you need a sexual relationship. That's a deep longing, a God-given desire, but it's meant to be fulfilled in the covenant of marriage. Until then, we're called to honor God with our bodies, to flee sexual immorality. It's not about restriction, but about freedom, freedom from the slavery of our flesh.

We're tired, yes. But Jesus says, "Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." Rest is found in surrender, not in giving in to our flesh.

Shame, it's a liar. It wants to isolate us, to keep us in the dark. But God's conviction is meant to lead us to repentance, to restoration. There's no condemnation in Christ Jesus. We can confess our struggles, we can bring them into the light.

Let's pray together. Let's ask God to fill us with His mercy, His grace, His strength. Let's ask Him to help us overcome temptation, to guard our hearts and minds. Let's ask Him to fill us with hope, with the assurance of His love.

In the days ahead, let's take practical steps. Let's guard our hearts, let's fill our minds with Scripture, let's spend time in prayer, let's seek community. Remember, this battle is not ours alone. Jesus is with us, and He's faithful to provide a way out of every temptation.

We're in this together. Let's keep pressing into Him, let's keep walking in victory. Because that's who we are, that's who He says we are. We are more than conquerors through Him who loves us.