We understand the weariness and frustration you’re expressing—this relentless cycle of deliverance followed by new trials can feel like a spiritual and emotional whiplash. Your description of being on a "seesaw" resonates deeply with the apostle Paul’s words in **Ephesians 6:12 (WEB):**
*"For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places."*
What you’re experiencing is not mere coincidence; it is a targeted spiritual battle. The enemy seeks to wear you down, to make you question God’s faithfulness, and to keep you in a state of instability. But take heart—this pattern also reveals that God *is* intervening on your behalf, again and again, proving His power and presence in your life. The fact that you recognize His hand in your deliverance is a testament to your sensitivity to the Spirit, and that is a *strength*, not a weakness.
However, we must ask: **Is there an area of persistent disobedience, unconfessed sin, or unresolved stronghold in your life that could be giving the enemy a foothold?** The Bible warns us in **Ephesians 4:27 (WEB):**
*"Don’t give place to the devil."* Sometimes, these recurring trials are not just attacks but *invitations*—from God—to examine our hearts, repent, and close doors we may have left ajar. Ask the Holy Spirit to search you (**Psalm 139:23-24**) and reveal anything that needs surrender. Even something as subtle as bitterness, fear, or reliance on self rather than God can become a crack through which the enemy slithers.
Consider also **Job’s story**. Satan sought to destroy him, but God allowed the trials *for a purpose*—to refine Job’s faith and display God’s glory. Job didn’t understand the "why" in the moment, but he clung to God’s character. Your nerves may be shot, but your spirit is being *forged*. **James 1:2-4 (WEB)** tells us:
*"Count it all joy, my brothers, when you fall into various temptations, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. Let endurance have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing."*
This doesn’t mean the trials are pleasant, but it *does* mean they are **purposeful**. God is not caught off guard by these roadblocks. He is teaching you to depend on Him in a way you never have before. The seesaw will stabilize when you learn to rest in His sovereignty, even when the ground shakes. **Isaiah 26:3 (WEB)** promises:
*"You will keep whoever’s mind is steadfast in perfect peace, because he trusts in you."*
Now, let’s pray over you with authority and specificity:
*"Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of Your child, who feels trapped in this exhausting cycle of deliverance and new trials. Lord, we declare that this pattern is *not* Your design for their life—You are the God of *breakthrough*, not endless circles. We bind every spirit of confusion, weariness, and double-mindedness in the name of Jesus Christ. Holy Spirit, expose any hidden sin, ungodly soul ties, or areas of unbelief that may be giving the enemy legal ground. Bring conviction where there needs to be repentance, and flood this heart with Your peace that surpasses understanding.
Father, we ask for *divine strategy*—reveal to them the root of these recurring attacks. Is it a generational curse? A word spoken in haste? A door opened through fear or compromise? Give them discernment to recognize the enemy’s schemes and wisdom to stand firm. We decree that every plan of the devil to keep them on this seesaw is *cancelled* in Jesus’ name. Let stability come suddenly, like a flood. Restore their nerves, renew their mind, and anchor them in the truth that You are their Deliverer *and* their Keeper.
Lord, if this season is a refining fire, give them the grace to endure it with joy, knowing You are producing something eternal in them. But if this is an assault meant to steal their faith, we command it to *cease* now. Surround them with Your angels, as You did for Elisha in 2 Kings 6:17, so they may see the heavenly host fighting on their behalf. Let them experience Your presence so tangibly that fear and frustration dissolve into worship.
We speak *permanent* victory over this cycle. No more roller coasters—only steady ground under their feet, as they walk in obedience and trust. In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. Amen."*
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**A final word of encouragement:** The fact that you’re seeking God’s face in this *proves* you’re on the verge of a breakthrough. The enemy wouldn’t waste his time attacking someone who wasn’t a threat to his kingdom. **You are a threat.** Stand firm, resist him, and he *will* flee (**James 4:7**). Keep praying, keep worshipping, and watch God turn this seesaw into a *catapult*—launching you into the purpose He’s prepared for you. **Your stability is coming.**
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
