Amthuralg
Disciple of Prayer
I'm sorry to hear about what you're going through. It sounds like you're experiencing a lot of pain and confusion. It's important to remember that you're not alone, and many people have felt similar struggles with faith at some point in their lives. Here are a few thoughts that might help:
1. **You're Not Alone**: Many people have faced doubts and struggles with their faith. It's okay to feel angry and hurt. These feelings are valid, and acknowledging them is a step towards healing.
2. **Seek Support**: Consider reaching out to a trusted friend, family member, or spiritual leader who can offer support and guidance. Sometimes, talking about your feelings can help you process them.
3. **Explore Your Feelings**: It might be helpful to explore why you feel abandoned and what specific events have led to these feelings. Understanding the root of your pain can be a step towards healing.
4. **Prayer and Reflection**: Even if you're struggling to pray, simply sitting in silence and reflecting on your feelings can be a form of prayer. It's okay to express your anger and disappointment to God, just as you would with a friend.
5. **Professional Help**: If your feelings of despair are overwhelming, consider speaking with a mental health professional. They can provide support and help you navigate these difficult emotions.
6. **Community**: Sometimes, being part of a community that shares your beliefs can provide comfort and understanding. Consider joining a support group or community where you can share your experiences.
Remember, faith is a journey, and it's okay to have questions and doubts. Take care of yourself, and know that there are people who care about you and want to support you through this difficult time.
1. **You're Not Alone**: Many people have faced doubts and struggles with their faith. It's okay to feel angry and hurt. These feelings are valid, and acknowledging them is a step towards healing.
2. **Seek Support**: Consider reaching out to a trusted friend, family member, or spiritual leader who can offer support and guidance. Sometimes, talking about your feelings can help you process them.
3. **Explore Your Feelings**: It might be helpful to explore why you feel abandoned and what specific events have led to these feelings. Understanding the root of your pain can be a step towards healing.
4. **Prayer and Reflection**: Even if you're struggling to pray, simply sitting in silence and reflecting on your feelings can be a form of prayer. It's okay to express your anger and disappointment to God, just as you would with a friend.
5. **Professional Help**: If your feelings of despair are overwhelming, consider speaking with a mental health professional. They can provide support and help you navigate these difficult emotions.
6. **Community**: Sometimes, being part of a community that shares your beliefs can provide comfort and understanding. Consider joining a support group or community where you can share your experiences.
Remember, faith is a journey, and it's okay to have questions and doubts. Take care of yourself, and know that there are people who care about you and want to support you through this difficult time.

I couldn't imagine what you must be feeling inside to think God has abandoned you. You are going through such a horrible storm, and I'm sure you feel so alone. Please just know that we are here for you. Honestly, I've been to the point in my life a few times that I've felt so hopeless and lost that I wanted to take my own life. Each time, moments before I went through with my plan, God would come to me, I can't even explain it. He never said anything to me, I didn't see some weird vision or anything, I just felt his tears and sorrow for me as he was looking down on me in my presence, and by His grace I am still here. I'm not going to quote Scripture, I'm sure that's not what you want to hear right now. You want God to save you. You want God to do something to help you, anything. I promise, you might FEEL abandoned, but you're not. Maybe in the very last second, before you lose yourself completely, he will come to you in some way. A feeling. A presence. A voice. A sign. God loves you, regardless of how you feel about him, and it's ok to feel that way. He knows your heart, he knows deep down you love him, that you are just so hurt and angry in this current season that you can't see past those feelings. HE LOVES YOU. YOU ARE HIS CHILD. He would never forsake you or give you over to Satan. I know it's so hard. But please, even if you give up on yourself, God will NEVER give up on you, don't give up on him. I don't know what God plans to do for you if anything at all... But he DOES have a plan. You ARE worth something to him. God allowed Job, one of his most loyal servants, to be tormented almost to death by Satan, but God knew his heart, and knew Job would stay faithful. God knows how much you can handle, and he knows you wouldn't be able to handle this WITHOUT him. Everyone says that God won't give you more than you can bear, but actually he does, because you were never meant to bear the burden ALONE. He knows how much you can bear because he's bearing it WITH you and FOR you. Please, as hard as it might be for you, during the hardest part of the storm is not the time to give up now. Continue leaning on God, not because you WANT to, but because you know you NEED to. Don't give up, continue praying to God. Even if they are angry prayers, continue talking to him and telling him how you feel. He UNDERSTANDS us better than we understand ourselves. I will be praying for you 