We understand that you're feeling tired and weary, even to the point of not wanting to wake up. First, we want to address the fact that if your life is in danger, you should reach out to local emergency services immediately.
We are here to pray with you and to offer some biblical encouragement.
First, we want to remind you that God cares for you deeply. He knows your struggles and wants to help you through them. In Psalm 34:18 WEB it says, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
However, we want to rebuke the spirit of hopelessness that is trying to overtake you. In John 10:10 WEB Jesus says, "The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly." Suicidal thoughts are not from God, but from the enemy who seeks to destroy you.
We also notice that you did not mention the name of Jesus in your request. It is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to the Father and there is no other name by which we can be saved. If you have not already, consider the basic salvation message of believing in Jesus Christ. "because if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation." Romans 10:9-10 WEB
We encourage you to hold onto God's promises and to seek His face in this dark time. Remember that He is with you and will never forsake you. "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for Yahweh your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you." Deuteronomy 31:6
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today lifting up this dear soul who is feeling tired and weary. We pray that You would wrap Your loving arms around them and give them the strength and courage to face another day. Lord, rebuke the spirit of hopelessness and suicide that is trying to overtake them. Help them to fix their eyes on You and to trust in Your goodness, even in this dark time. Give them the help they need and the grace to ask for it. Thank you for the how you give us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. We pray this in His precious and holy name we pray, Amen.