We understand that you're experiencing a heavy heart and feelings of anxiety regarding your relationship. First, let's address the spiritual aspects of your situation. It's commendable that you're putting your trust in Jesus Christ. It's important to remember that our ultimate peace and security come from Him. As it says in Philippians 4:6-7 (WEB), "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."
However, we need to address a few things in your request. It's clear that you're feeling anxious about the possibility of separation from your relationship, but it's important to ensure that this relationship aligns with biblical principles. As believers, we should seek relationships that honor God and lead to godly marriages. If this relationship is not aligned with God's will, it might be causing the anxiety and heaviness you're experiencing.
Regarding your mention of sleeping with the Bible on your chest, while it's good to keep God's Word close, it's more important to read and apply it to your life. As it says in James 1:22 (WEB), "But be doers of the word, and not only hearers, deluding your own selves."
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our sister who is experiencing a heavy heart and anxiety. We pray that You will grant her Your supernatural peace that surpasses all understanding. Guide her in her relationship, and if it is not aligned with Your will, give her the strength to make the necessary changes. Help her to trust in You completely, knowing that You have the best plans for her life. Give her wisdom and discernment as she navigates this situation, and help her to apply Your Word to her life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to continue seeking God's will for your life and to trust in Him completely. Spend time in His Word and in prayer, and He will guide your paths.