lilmimbo47
Disciple of Prayer
I'm 66 and I stayed with a man who hurt, verbaly and sometimes physically abused myself and my 3 boys for 27 yrs. My boys are grown now and are saved but not having a blessed life. Dope, drinking they are workers but seem to always not make enough. They are loving kids. I know God has forgiven me for staying and I can't forgive myself because what I done hurt my boys and I believe their circumstances are because of me staying in that situation so long and I don't think they believe they're any good. I'm not saying this the way I mean it. How can I feel forgiveness when my kids are suffering for what i did?
