Iam facing lots of hurdles in my life. my husband is###

[Mercy Manoj]

Iam facing lots of hurdles in my life. my husband is never love me. he cheated and marry me said he have job but he dont have job during our marriage. he always searching other girls to chat with him.. He never truthful with me he is a king liar.. Since 11yrs iam staying with him he hate me too much he want only my money and body when he needed.. he never give care or love to my family .. He try to cheat me .. He proposed one widow he went to india to see her .. He told lie to her that he was separated and living with 2kids.. he told lies for everything.. He fall in love with her .. He never realised how much big mistake he did in his life he never felt guilty about this.. he said he never love me he said iam not his dream girl.. He said iam aged we both only few months different but when he marry me he said to my parents that we are 1and half yrs different.. But now saying he told his parents not want to marry me after the engagement.. He saying now after 11yrs. We have 2 girls 5 and 10yrs.. He never love me, care me, he hate me using his bad words, he hate me with his behaviour, he destroyed my life, my dream, my expectations... He never felt guilty about his sins.. He never worries about his kids .. He always worried about him only.. Iam facing Financial crisis, my younger daughter having eczema, she suffering with food allergy she burn in 2012 march still she look very small studying in kg2.. Please pray for ###. .. I don't know how to forget what he did to me. He beat me several times .. He never ever loved me a bit.. He never felt guilty.. I don't know how to overcome my mother said to give him one more chance to continue our life .. But i cannot forgot what he say to me .. he cannot forgot how much he hate me ... Please pray for ###..

 

[Hope4joy]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Mercy Manoj]

Amen

 

[Shermarie1]

May our loving God hear and answer your prayer request. In Jesus precious name, Amen!!
Ephesians 3:20 (KJV) Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us

 

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[Mercy Manoj]

Now my situation is he is felt he is still heating ### but he doesn't want to go away from my life. He is not giving value for my feelings; he is not realizing how much I was broken. He is still criticizing and acting like nothing happened, but I feel he is still in love with her; he cannot forget her. He is asking me to give time to love me. He is not caring about me. I told him I don't want you. If you can't live with me, why do you need to stay in my life? He is trying to use me physically to show he loves me, but I know he is just acting. Still, he misses my innocence. I don't know how to accept him; I don't know how to forget the things he did to me. But I am cooperating with him when he forces me into a physical relationship, but I have no feelings. I am not getting his true love. Per day he calls me once, sometimes not at all. But when he called his girlfriend, per day he used international calls more than six times with me. He always talked these many years very roughly, only a few seconds, but he talked to her one time per day itself more than 35 minutes. Who am I to him? He never loved me; he never cared for me. He always did not give respect to me. He always insulted me. He never seriously talked to me openly in this situation; he joked with me, how good if like a Muslim to marry two. How he can talk to me like this; he didn't think how it hurt me. I told him to go away, but he is saying he wants to live with me but to love me, he needs time. Sometimes saying give me two years. I don't know what he is planning. I don't know what is in his inner mind. Please pray for me to overcome this situation. I am studying for BSN - RN course. I can't focus to study; he is not supporting me. He always thinks about his comfort only. He never bothered about me and the kids; he never has time to spend lovely speech to the kids and to me. Even if we go outside, he is always on his mobile. He doesn't like to shop with me; he doesn't like to walk with me. He doesn't want to. He doesn't even say if I wear a dress, is that good. He says to the neighbor girl if she wears a good dress, but never says to me. I am bearing these struggles since he married me. Since starting itself, he used to say lies; still now, even for small things, he used to say lies. He is never genuine. In his talk, he is not a trustworthy person. How can I adjust him? Please pray for me.