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praysite-651
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I would like to share my story and ask that this burden ive carried on my shoulders be passed on.
when i was just a boy living with my father i remember everyday.He was drunk or on drugs.we never had anything except an empty house. Id go to the ymca for food and climb trees for fruit or steal it from stores. He would beat me on a regular basis. I remember seeing pets die in my house from them eating each other cause we had nothing. I lived like this for 8 years. i finally escaped and moved to my mothers house in missouri. It was alot nicer but i was always pushed away spent every holiday alone while everyone else went to see there relatives.
im currently 30 have served in iraq and afghanistan put myself through some college. I have nothing nor have i ever had anything every experience of my lifes been horrible. ive spent the last 7 years bouncing from place to place just to hopefully find joy or love friendship and its never good. I cant find a stable job ive never been married or had a home of my own. i guess my life is always going to be horrible. As much as ive prayed to die im sure ill live to be 120. I just wish this curse would leave me.
when i was just a boy living with my father i remember everyday.He was drunk or on drugs.we never had anything except an empty house. Id go to the ymca for food and climb trees for fruit or steal it from stores. He would beat me on a regular basis. I remember seeing pets die in my house from them eating each other cause we had nothing. I lived like this for 8 years. i finally escaped and moved to my mothers house in missouri. It was alot nicer but i was always pushed away spent every holiday alone while everyone else went to see there relatives.
im currently 30 have served in iraq and afghanistan put myself through some college. I have nothing nor have i ever had anything every experience of my lifes been horrible. ive spent the last 7 years bouncing from place to place just to hopefully find joy or love friendship and its never good. I cant find a stable job ive never been married or had a home of my own. i guess my life is always going to be horrible. As much as ive prayed to die im sure ill live to be 120. I just wish this curse would leave me.
