I wat to die! There is nothing good in my life and

[POLO LUGO]

I FEKT LIKE YOU, I DID TAKE MY LIFE , I TOOK A BUNCH OF PILLS, AFTER THAT I WAS WALKING , I FELL,  A WOMAN SAW ME FALL THEN CAME TO SEE WHAT HAPPEN ,  SHE SAID I WASNT BREATHING, SHE CALLED 911, THEN DID CPR, I WAS TAKE TO THE HOSPITAL , DEAD.  THEY SOON FOUND OUT I OVER DOSED, PUMPED MY STOMACH,, I STARTED BREATHING AGAIN,  I WAS IN A COMA, ,FOR 3 DAYS,  I WOKE UP A JANE DOE, I CRYED, GOT OUT OF THERE QUICK..THERE GOING TO PUT ME IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL...   I WENT TO HELL, SO DONT KILL YOUR SELF ,WHEN I WAS IN HELL IT LOOKED LIKE I ENTER A VOCANO, IT WAS SO SO SO HOT, DARK, I WAS SO SCARED LET MY TELL YOU ,,,YOUR LIFE GIVE THANKS FOR IT NO MATTER WHAT YOU GO THROUGH.. ITS SO MUCH WORSE  IF YOU TAKE YOUR LIFE ,  I BEGED GOD TO HELP ME , GIVE ME LIFE , I WANTED TO LIVE AGAIN, I TOLD HIM I WOULDNT DO THIS AGAIN  SEND ME BACK...SO HE DID....ALL I CAN TELL YOU WHEN YOU FELL THIS WAY GO TO CHURCH,  OR THE MOUNTAINS,, GO FOR A WALK,  GET OUT AND TO SOME THING,,DO YARD WORK,PLANT A VEG  GARDEN..BUT DO SOMETHING..THE MORE YOU STAY THINKING  ON SAD THINGS  ITS NOT GOOD FOR YOU...YOU CANT CHANGE THE PAST..BUT GET OUT AND DO SOME THING, GO FOR A WALK..GO TO HOME DEPOS  FEED THE POOR MEX THERE  DO SOMETHING    IF YOU KILL YOUR SELF   ITS NOT A GOOD PLACE ITS LIKE LIVING ON THE SUN...CHURCH  IS A GOOD PLACE TO GO  ...I  RECOMEND   GET OUT OF THE HOUSE  ,,AND  DO ANY THING    BUT GET OUT  OK    GOOD LUCK    GOD BLESS TAKE CARE  CAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOU OK          LV MARIA

 

[Anonymous]

Tnx for sharing.  Not moved by it. Sorry. I have already made decision in advance that if it should happen I intentionally reject if Jesus would offer me chance to get back. I know it burns and is hot and so on. That's why I made my decision already in advance so that in case Jesus wants to kick me to hell for few day I would be already prepared to reject His offer for grace in case it should happen (like it happened to you). And I have already promised that if in case Jesus tries to punish me on this earthly life in any way for being disappointed at Him I will from then on dedicate my life 100% to satan and try to get as many people  to come to hell with me as possible.