I was born in a Christian family. I was baptised when I was 4 months old in 1956. Then I was confirmed in 1981 in a Protestant Church. But I was not serious with God/Bible. I was made a deacon(1996)/priest(1997) and a bishop (2007) in the Anglican Church of India, not affiliated to the Church of England. My character was not verified before ordination/consecration. I was ousted from the Church and then my own house. I am 65 and a retired person. All my relatives have abandoned me. I am alone and in a captivity in the house of my niece. Her husband captured me and brought me. His father, a pious priest, once said 'God does not forgive'. He and another, his son, said I will die. This was said about 1.5 months ago. The pious priest also said in a Sunday (indirectly) sermon that Cain was a wicked and a wanderer. I, after my retirement in 2015 Nov., have shifted 5 places of domicile. So the sermon seems to have been directed at me. I was ousted from the Church later from my own house also, by my nephew's wife. My illicit relationships with the sister of the pious priest and others reached my Metropolitan. The pious priest once said that God does not forgive the mistake. He said that their intention to send their sister to me was good. However, the method was wrong, he admitted. The Metropolitan in an email said 'there is no bishop/priest without a church. I resorted to living in a relationship with my sister-in-law, which biblically was wrong. Kindly reply through email with advice, if any after prayer.